Washington.D.C, July 25: Looks like Selena Gomez is really having a tough time as she got very emotional during and after her Jakarta concert.
Hours before her gig, the 24-year-old singer was "very happy and excited" to see everyone, but when it was time to perform the last song of the evening 'Kill 'Em With Kindness,' she said, "The next song, before I go home, is a song that's so important to me, because I get really frustrated.
I get stupid sometimes. I say things that I don't mean, or that come out wrong, just because I care so badly," reports People magazine.
A couple of hours after the concert got over, the 'Same Old Love' hit-maker took it to her Instagram page and posted an elaborate emotional write-up.
"Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music. I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear that something hasn't happened. I'm stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask 'Is this where I am, whole heartedly?' I've always told the truth.
I'm always true to my word, I've shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally," it read.
Gomez captioned the note as, "not being negative about anything I've done. I'm grateful for every single moment I get here - Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much." All of this comes a week after Gomez received backlash for defending her close friend Taylor Swift in her ongoing feud with Kanye West.