London [UK], Sept. 11 : Katie Price recently opened up on the subject of her devastating phase after she found out about her husband's extra-marital affair with her best friend.
The TV personality reportedly thought about killing herself when she caught husband Kieran Hayler kissing 50-year-old Jane Pountney during a holiday in Cape Verde in April 2014, reports the Daily Mail.
The 34-year-old glamour model even disclosed how disturbed she became when she found out that Hayler, even though their second child was on the way, had been cheating on her with her best friend for 10 long months.
"I felt so alone. Kieran hadn't bothered to come and find me and I just thought, 'I want to drown myself in the sea'," she revealed.
"Looking back it terrifies me - I contemplated hanging myself or ramming my car into a wall. If I hadn't been pregnant with Bunny and had my children, I don't think I would be here today - I would have 100 per cent tried to kill myself," the model added.
The author of 'Being Jordan: My Autobiography', during her stint on 'Celebrity Big Brother' in 2015, bitterly narrated the incident leading to her discovery of the affair.
"I caught them kissing on a holiday that I had f***ing paid for. I remember going down to the bar one day in Cape Verde to ask the staff if they had seen my husband. They pointed towards the beach and said he'd gone that way," she revealed. "I asked them if he was with anyone and they said no. At that point, I knew he had gone to meet her so I started walking towards the beach and in the distance, I could see these two silhouettes on the sun loungers.
My heart was racing because I knew it was them," she continued. Price's emotional meltdown was a result of built up disappointments and desperation which started when she also discovered that Hayler had slept with not just her best friend but another of her friends too.
Price is reported to have sworn to never forgive Jane Pountney, who took part in the terrible act, despite the fact that she was twice Price's bridesmaid.
Contradictorily, the model has come to terms with her husband's actions because rather than filing a divorce, the reportedly couple underwent therapy and renewed their wedding vows.